bare feet in the summer.

Done by the hands of a broken artist. You painted black where my naked heart is.

don't forget.

i'm just a perky girl,
among the billions you have not met.
earthlings,please tag :D
born to bloom.
bloom to perish.
sometimes my fantasies are grotesque,
because they are never fulfilled
flames to dust,lovers to friends
why do all good things come to an end?

dont deny

dont lie

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Tuesday, January 20, 2009, 5:50 AM

hello everyone, unfortunately im using com again at a internet cafe :) sort of..
hahahaha sory that i cant keep updating but my schedule for school keeps piling up and as a sec 4 i seriously cant manage it. my homework,even coping and understanding it :/ help!
sheeeesh.
i tml have dance, oh no! another burden sort of. plus i only have rest day which is thursday which i would be able to update again (: yippee, found somewhere that have INTERNET!

friday, infocus plus NCDCC, sec1 recruits,make them have the "chinese new year feel" .. thats it :0
heez!

my art is having problems! cant seem to get the inspiration )::::::

hahahahah when i get it i will reveal the beauty of my artistic mind k?

BYE LOVELIESSSZZZ! d:

Friday, January 16, 2009, 7:17 AM

hello everyone. SORRY FOR NOT UPDATING. MY LIFE'S A BLUR NOWADAYS.
SO SORRRYYY!AND MY HOUSE KEEP NO INTERNET ):

omg 2009's start of the year is already making me feel saggyyyy!

as in not old old saggy, as in saggy energy, it may not be in perfect english, but you get whud i mean!

studying,going to school, CCA, INFOCUS, omg, i feel like i dont even have the energy to even type this right now. yes, its that bad.

tml im going to the play, Rainbow's Ending! hm, the ticket's kinda expensive,so i hope its worth it! :/ yes, its 22bucks :0

omg so more usage of my energy. why cant i have a plug that is connected to my body so that as long as i plug in electricity i can not feel so drained. technology nowadays. tsktsk.

i freaking need a massage! lol!

about my chinese blog, its just blank downthere. hahahah. no time to dl everything and update sia. hello? su lao shi? assssss.

2009 make me feel kinda like okay, not bad for a good start. i mean seriously. a little bumps here and there, but if you dont fall down, how do you learn to stand up? hahaha

and im SEC4. gosh, i've always been queuing at sec1,2,3 classes and look at the sec4's dragging their feet to class, now im one of them.

so far nothing really bad happened yet, so i hope it goes well this year :) as in really well though, cuz for my family this year is an intense year :/

Also, i dont know why, but i feel like im growing uppppp! lol. random but true. at least i dont go worry about those small things alr like how i do last time :)

okay, this year other than a little pissing off, everything's good. friendship side lets just postpone it to a side first shall we? :

love department, lets just *coughs* NEXT!

studies ... .. ... yes done,

im really getting kinda pissed off by some people, no they're not girls apparently. no not another catfight.surprisingly.

its a dog and a cat, im the cat. the dog,because of its well being i would protect its identity.

you are such a ..! seriously, everyone has a limit, i dont care whether wow you look good or what. because even if you look good, you are still an ..! wth la. although this thing maybe is small to you or what but what you said that day, i really put it to my mind and thought about it. you've really gone to far ok. i dint even do anything to you.im so so so sorry if im disrupting you and your precious's time together. but if you dont want me there say straight to my face. you didnt have to insult me all the hell way and in the end just expect me to forgive and forget. you may mean it like a joke but too bad lor, you have to think what to say sometimes in the society. how about i slap your face, look at you and just say sorry? you would feel nice? its about respect. i used to think, wow you treat peeps in an okay manner but now, you are helluva ..! idk why am i even acting up on this, but i give my friends face, i wont show you attitude even if i dont like you.BUT DONT PUSH ME TO FAR LIKE YOU THINK YOU CAN WITH HER.(no offense to the her there. i dont mean it that way, but i know you know what i mean.)

Friday, January 9, 2009, 7:22 AM

HELLO.

OMG.
GUESS WHAT,
ARDINI AS IN ARDINI, HAS JUST CREATED A CHINESE BLOG :O

AND NOW, POOR HER IS TRYING TO FIND OUT WHAT TO DOWNLOAD FOR TYPING CHINESE CHARACTERS TO CREATE HER NEW POST.

SAVE HER SOMEBODY, IF YOU KNOW WHAT TO DOWNLOAD,PLEASEE.

hahahah, back to normal life now, okay, today was cca displayday.
you know, the usual thing, going around looking at the lost faces of the sec 1s,
that was how i looked back then !
lollollol it was a busy day luh. now my body's aching all over ):
somemore tml going tp open house (: whew,oh my lovely bed.

while walking around today, i feel that TPSS have a huge potential at sales you know.
many approaches have amazed me :OO
:"hello, would you like to join? its offers a huge amount of cca and it helps you ....."
this type nags for around 5-10 min.

:"JOIN JOIN JOIN, HERE JOIN _____,JOIN! IT RAWKS. SERIOUZZZZ."
this type, wow, depends, reallyyy.

:"I SWEAR TO MY LIFE, THIS IS THE BEST CCA EVER. I GUARANTEE YOU..(continues swearing again :O)"
this one will drag the poor sec 1 to a corner and nag at the victim!

:"pleaaassseeeee pleeeeaaassseee, take myy brochure, take it take it. just take it."
this type will probably beg you to get rid of their brochures.

:"wow, you look like you have e.g dance material, you want join?"
SUCK-UP NONSENSE.

lol. some misunderstandings occurred. but the fire has been extinguished,no worries with ncdcc around(underlined meaning) =D

hmm, for ncdcc,at 5.25 pm, we only had like what, 12 people? and you know, some people*coughs* worked a little magic and poof! 44 cadets! good progress,excellent job today cd!
glad that i could at least recruit some :)

okay.gtg! ill tell you guys my chinese blog later kkkkk! BYE!

Saturday, January 3, 2009, 9:07 PM

(ilovemyhairinthispicture!)

hello peepssssszzzzz!
hahaha short post for the day. hmm, later going vivo with my mom. she got this voucher for Topshop and all those branded shops and today is the last day !
*evil laughters*
it means i can perhaps snatch and steal alittle usage of the vouchers maybe?
hahahahhhhh !
all the pictures above are just random so yeahhhhhh. i just opened my folders and just edited whatever photos i could find.

lolz.
kkay gotta go get readyyyyy !
ill try to fine some more time to update cuz schools freaking my life out !

toodles !
xoxo.

8:03 AM

hello everybody.HAPPYNEWYEAR(belated)
its been sometime since i updated.
hmm,its like the fourth day of the year.fast isnt it?
i was born then having the time of my life with my mom at the non-rebellious age and here am i now, growing up,thinking of things that would stress me out.
lets see, 2008 had a big impact on me, the people who came into my life and those who left. i wouldnt say that its a bad year, but i wouldnt say it went smoothly.

i look back and i also found my fear.its something i would really not want happen to me,because it never before.
my bonds with my dudes are still going on strong,i guess. its on and off.

2008,had alot of quarrels,alot of falling downs, but it made me learn to pick myself up too. in the holidays, im so sorry i dint really hangout with my friends but now im happy we're still like bfore. i guess it doesnt matter how much time is spent together but as long as i still have them,there's nothing more i could ask for :)

there's many things that happened to me in 2008 that would remain in that corner in my memory, there's too much to post about and why for?

it would just be with me wherever,whenever.