bare feet in the summer.

Done by the hands of a broken artist. You painted black where my naked heart is.

don't forget.

i'm just a perky girl,
among the billions you have not met.
earthlings,please tag :D
born to bloom.
bloom to perish.
sometimes my fantasies are grotesque,
because they are never fulfilled
flames to dust,lovers to friends
why do all good things come to an end?

dont deny

dont lie

Layout: vehemency
Icon: reruntherace

my friendster❤
diana❤
qingyun❤
sharroonnn❤
vanesssaaa❤
thidada❤
meizhen❤
renee❤
ummi❤
atikalemon❤
afiqah❤
johan❤
veron❤
yingxiu❤
jana❤
liling❤
joohweezxs❤
aqilah❤
jiamin❤
Julz❤
mariya❤
raimy❤
tiaratee❤
zaimazzz❤
fioonaaa❤
Sean❤
Rozanna❤
Afiq❤
Teriii!❤
Zhiyuan❤
Stacyyy❤
Yiling❤
Joe❤
Myra❤
terence❤

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Friday, October 31, 2008, 11:52 PM

ithink Ne-yo is like so cool to do something like that , although i prefer the rihanna version,andtisreminds me of Beautiful Girl by Sean Kingston and Jojo.
have nothing to do and i have no mood tooo. so here's some pictures for you to see :D
(a few taken long time ago so yeahhh...)

bored somewhere somehow.

(ilikethisone)

Shieldtox is my best frienddd!

S.W.A.K!

10:10 PM

helllooo :)
hmm, holidays are like boringgg lehhhhhhhhhhh.
other than just normally finding job and going out with friends, still got step programme sehhh. suckk. nowadays kinda in a low moodddd, well, you'll know why later. lucky got somebody pei me :D
and surprisingly its not my usual peepos, its well somebody.
hahahaha. but, we're just friends. :)

D is very very sad now. is like well, kena sabo and all those, thats not her lah. in the end kena till like that. today, she's going to the police station.i feel kinda bad for her laa. like hopefully the black record would be erased? i really wna be there for her in juvenile court. i obviously dont want her to face all those stuff alone and i want to be thre for her no matter whatever happens. i remembr last time when i had difficulty with my parents or whoever she would be there. so now, when its her turn i wnaa be there for her. thats what real friends do.nowadays, i like talk to her, plus looking at her results, she's obviously not a bad kid that people may think like just because you are arrested, go court got blackrecord means you are like bad. people change, thats part of life. you fall and you pick yourself up. duhhh. dont judge a book by its cover. alamak. feel like crying. so damn worried lar. what if she kena send to girls home? then kena bully all those. i'm crying on phone while talking with her right now. i know the results havent come out and i shouldnt be so worried. but i really going to pray for her man.

If you fall, dust it off, don’t let up

S.W.A.K

Monday, October 27, 2008, 3:24 AM

i amm sooo soooooooo bored now. tml got STEP programme. it sucks lah. in the mid of our holidays, have to go back. wtf i ask you. ugggghhhhhh.

kkay quickie updatieee! lol (thats so act cuute.)
FRIDAY
went out with frienz, thida,sharon,decided go vivooo so shoppp around then i have to go(wtf), my mom come fetch me, i nag at her she nag at me. definitely obviously not good.
SATURDAY
my mom took my phone, at my grandmaz house , so like made a call, checked out diana AND I WANTED TO WATCH HSMMMM3!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BUT SHE SAID WASTE OF MONEEEYY!
!@##$%^&^%&*($@#@!.
but, we went great world so delighted to find free hot choc and cookie over there. haha(her friend give) but there is like borinngggg so went vivo walk walk, walk in and out. then go eat SUSHHHIIIII.!
first time i ate sushi with a human !!!! lolllol.

proudly taken by ardini!

hahaha advertisment for spinelli coffee.

their hot chocolate is superbbb.

(please dont ask me why my hand position is so wroong,i dont know why too)

Sunday, October 26, 2008, 9:23 AM

the reason i dint like just put the video html on my blog directly on my blog is becauseee, there's this freaking html thing banning me from putting, saying got problem blah blah shit, but as you know, i am a total noobbbb at html so if anyone know, please enlighten me from this html shit.

Funnnyyy Videoooozzz!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3xnz8TQt4a0
this one is about a girl screaming,frightened of her own shadoww. damnnnnn funnyyy.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Dbsztybojc

AND THIS ONE IS I UPLOAD ONE SO MUSTMUST WATCH OK! :D

i will not tell you what is it buttt, it made me laugh my ass off :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hF2HabQjhuc

poor man......i wonder if the girl is still alive?
watch out if you're affecting those around you.

Saturday, October 25, 2008, 9:28 PM

A WOMAN WITHOUT HER MAN IS USELESS.

do you agree?

i know you think its like random. think about it, comment on it.

i'll tell you why in the next post! :D

okkk.back to life. yesterday dint manage to watch HSM33333 )))):

i so freaking waited for Oct24 and in the end, dint manage to watch so farr. then my mom ask me go watch with my sister but my sister have exams and i have to waiit for her! plusplusplus my friends are like all either"dont want waste money" or "omg, that show is like waste money."

BUT I THINK ITS NOT!!! I LIKE FREAKING WANT TO WATCH.

BEEEMBOOMZXSZZSXSBAMMMMZXSZX!

STEP PROGRAMME IS COMING AND I DONT WANT TO GO.

FOUND THIS LINK:http://today.msnbc.msn.com/id/26184891/vp/27372395#27372395

its about this SINGLE WOMAN, who searches a husband recently through A SUPERBOWL AD. and plus she go set up a website, ALL ABOUT HERSELF and yep. ITS ALL OVER THE NEWSSS.

Thursday, October 23, 2008, 11:01 PM

austrailia trippppppppppppp. i'm bored so just played arounddd.:D

10:39 PM

And i dont know how it gets better than this baby.

3:35 AM

HELLO HUMANZ.

I AM DEAD TIRED MAN. WALKED TO THE MRT TO TAKE MRT TO MEET MY MOM TO GO FOR A DINNER AND SHE CALLED ME AND SAID THAT THE DINNER CHANGED TO 7PM. WTFFF, SO BO BIAN, WALKED ALL THE WAY BACK ):

time just flyflyfly past me. i want to look back, and i did. all the good and bad times. Today was the last day of school.(So called, because i have freaking idiotic STEP programme). My class, well, i just have to stick with them for another year i guess. i hope things wouldnt turn out difficult for me? things happen. and sometimes it just dont go your way. Thats life. This school year, made me felt more, amazingly my hormones 10% OR MAYBE 20% more mature. i realise, like sec1/2 i feel soooooo ______________(fill in the blanks). now, i'm upper sec! donteplayplayah.smackyourface.my friends are not with me, other than a few, thought me how to just be anything and believe there are still people out there who would appreciate you. hahah. i dont care what people say y'know. they can say whatever, i would be anything. what matters most is i dont lower myself to their level.Still i felt that it became better for the last few exam and schooling weeks, so i think i will look on the bright side ok?

you know, i am so afraid we would distant, sometimes i feel that i'm really seem really close to you, but thats just on the surface. i dont know whether its me or its you. everytime i see you with other people really really close i would think to myself again.and sometimes you just kinda show to me that me and you are just plain normal friends and you have other people there for you, without me, it wouldnt make a difference. i always really try my very best to be the friend you really can put your trust in, perhaps its not enough orrr maybe you find that there's nobody that can be that trusty enough? idkidkidk. hmm, its the holidays, i'm really afraid and many what ifs fill up my mind. what if bacause of the i-cannot-go-becuz-my-mama-says-so policy comes out? i would definitely try my best, but what if cannot? what if becuz of the policy, icant? will it cause us to distant? i'm soso scared. like the end of last year.. the same feeling when i knew i'm going to a new year, new things are just going to happen in my life that i cant do anything about it. i really really really will try my best. however, what if i'm thinking too too much? Pray for me. Praying for myself and people out there and you.

i hope things would be okay as how i soso much wish it to be.

Sunday, October 19, 2008, 1:02 AM

hellooooo :D
omg. i know its been dayz i dint blog but its because i'm in MA-LAY-SIA. SORRIEZZZ

hahaha came here from thurs, packed schedule,wanted to blog for a teeny weeny second, BUT, there wasnt time ):
somemore yesterday had like 100over guests come to my alor gajah house which made me go !@#$%^&.!
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everybody was like tolong this tolong that. it was chaos.
then when there's no more rice everybody in the kitchen were going omgomgomg !!!! no ricenorice.howcanhowcan, plus my mother was like cannot no rice if no rice very embarassing leh ! -_- then everybody laughed and it seems fun yaknow. haha.
After those guests went off, we were like YAYAYAYAYYY!!!! BUT SOON MORE CAM BACK AND WE ARE LIKE BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO):

as you know me, i cant be bothered and i started to slack a lil bit, maybe not a bit maybe a lot, haha, but i became in charge of TAKING PHOTOS! what a superb job! miza had her friend over and he had this awesome camera which i was like mmhmmm. then suddenly i was like taking manymany photos with me and all those camwhores over there. hahaha helluva fun.
*sighs*
came home like my body battery low liao so went to Zzz...
PHOTOS WOULD BE UPLOADED SOONNNNN ! CAUSE THEY NEEDA SEND TO MEEE. ;D
tml got school oh mann. save me from this misery lifffe. yups. hopefully since tml liek exam over i can Zzz all the way :D yippeeyayyay. GOTTA GO! going back singapura today ! coming back next weeekkkkk, will be going SUBANGGG(KL)! SHOPPING SPREE HERE I COME YOO!

S.W.A.K(FLYINGKISSES)

Saturday, October 11, 2008, 9:54 PM

hello peopleee!
just typing out this post while trying to do my beloved arttt.
hahaha its due tml . oh no!
supposed to do, research, development, layout, colour scheme, final draft.
and guess what? i'm only at... RESEARCHHHH.
how fast right?
like for the past two years i'm always like that rushing through my art , the last minute. last year , i even stayed up till 4 am to finish everything. hopefully today i'll have enough time. cant wait for it to be overrr. hawhaw.

and now, everybody's texting me, hey our layout need color? need shade? need this need that? hahahahahahaha. hmm. bored manz. kk. now going to go research for my art. i'm probably going to skip to layout first. see whatever that pops up to my head.
GREAT ARTIST NEED NO DEVELOPMENT FOR INSPIRATION. :D

see you later!
S.W.A.K (flying kisses)

Friday, October 10, 2008, 5:01 AM

Exams are over! omg. sighs.{other than art of course)
but come on, just draw a few lines. obviously i would needa do some research blah blah but go with the flow baby, which for me may take a long time if you get whudda i mean.
the day has come which i can just watch tv and whatever i want in peace.
muahahahahaha.
tml watching movie! (maybe)
next week having hairdressing course, hanging out in BANGKOK,maybe going OUT OF SINGAPORE with beloved frienzie, after that who knows? hahaha holiday watch out here i come baby.
;D
sooo excited yo. omgomg. hahaha.
my tagboard is so dead, time to liven it up people.
kkay. not to bore you all here's some piczzzzz.
>>>

BYE-BYE.i'll upload more next time yeah?

S.W.A.K(flying kisses)