Done by the hands of a broken artist. You painted black where my naked heart is.
don't forget.

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i'm just a perky girl,
among the billions you have not met.
earthlings,please tag :D
born to bloom.
bloom to perish.
sometimes my fantasies are grotesque,
because they are never fulfilled
flames to dust,lovers to friends
why do all good things come to an end?

dont deny



dont lie

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Monday, July 28, 2008, 2:07 AM

MOOD:FEEL LIKE EATING ICECREAM
heyall, totally dont know what to blog about this days. Mannn. its tough trying to keep up with a blog get what i mean?hmm, today dint go school ! (: (i woke up late) hahaha hmm, then i decided to just catch up with ANTM! hahahah its like super omg to see bitches-trying-to-act-as-sisters in the show. lol! drama drama drama. then i watched until finale. and there is this barbie look alike girl , Chantal(weird but cool name) and this Rihanna look-alike girl, Saleisha, who was in the bottom two. guess what! Saleisha won!
i like kindda like Chantal although Saleisha was like cute and bubbly. BUT, in the show she totally laughed at one of the final 5 who had autism, a illness that make you not have eyecontact with the peeps around you. that like turned me off at her.
hmm, then i like continue watching and suddenly, i saw this news that came up saying Chantal was suppose to be the winner! idiotic huh?
i continued looking on and found on celeb news that there is this rule on ANTM that if you wna join this competition, you must not appear on television 5 yrs before. and when you join, you're not suppose to have any so called experience.
and soon enough, the celeb news found out that Saleisha has been on a burger ad on tv before plus, she was on UGLY BETTY. like super cheater right she! EVEN WORSE, she appeared on Tyra Banks Show 2 freaking times! unfair lor! then alot of ppl started calling her Scandaleisha! omg. so like all the Chantal fans were like knnbccb tmd liddat. haisss.
the make over of Chantal!


the make over of Saleisha :

Tyra Banks and Saleisha aka Scandaleisha

thats all folks!

S.W.A.K




Thursday, July 24, 2008, 4:36 AM





late post. sorrrrrieeexzsxzsx




Saturday, July 19, 2008, 3:22 AM

























hahahah so long never blog seh.
hmm, past few days was fun lor.
ytd was mr tan last day leh.
no more birdface in our school to see liao ):
no more xiao hun hun/xiao qiao qiao.
shittos.
hmm, oh yah. wanted to show you all this videoooo.





but always no chanceee and some more. guess what, TAN HAN SOON DOESNT KNOW HOW TO SEND A EMAIL, so this we delayedddd ):





blame the bitch.





rofl. :D





thursday was madness for th last two period man. everyone ran around collecting newspaper from the next door classes (3e5) (3n1) esp. hahahah. 3e5 was not around so me and vaneh go steal one or two newspaper then suddenly , everybody started rushing in to 3e5 to take also then left newspaper lying all on the ground, the floor , it was chaos.





SUDDENLY, two kindhearted souls, actually only one(Vanessa) cause the other was a bitch (Hansoon) hahahahahah, finee, in the end they were like :"OMG, SO MESSY?" And they started picking up. i mean seriously, they are so good. but actually i also wanted to just that, due to unforeseen circumstances,i just dint :D





muahahahahahah.





hmm, everybody managed to fill up half of the notice board, like how mr fathul wanted ...





he is always going :" erm, please do something about it. please uh"





so now we did ....





*eveilslaughterssss*




Thursday, July 17, 2008, 3:19 AM

hello !
i'm bored !
byebye!
(&tired) :D




Wednesday, July 16, 2008, 5:29 AM

HEYALL'
today i'm freaking tiredd okayy.
Mood: downright grumpy,deep down exhausted.
hahahah.
watched the Hotel Rwanda today. and halfway, i could feel tears in my eyes.
violence, hatred, war? why? does it help, to see someone die, or for you to even kill?
Cruelty is happening,fast and furious.
i just watched this show ytd. its about elderly abuse.
there's this few cases on how the child of one elderly could mistreat them. Wtff.
damn pissed when i saw it.
plus, the government dint do much about it.
there's something on the newspaper too. WTFF. you know the monk who do some stunts for the President Star Charity?
The Famous One.
guess what ? he actueally cheated on the charity too. wtff. i used to think he was like amongst the good kindhearted ones to support charity and now what will he be famous for? Cheating from charities?
my impression really dropped on all these now.
WHEN HE WENT INTO THE COURT, HE WAS STILL SMILING.
if i am the policewoman, i would kick he's fucking balls and tear them out and cut his dick out and put it infront of him bloody fucker.
goddamnit.
continue on abuse,
guess what?
i was walking home today and i saw this super duper cute brown and whit dog being leashed at the staircase with no one with him. how could anyone leave a fucking poor dog over there?
i walked towards it, sat beside it waiting for its owner. the owner never came. in the eyes of the dog, you could see the anticipation of its owner. dude, it was heartless.
then this maid came from afar, and unleashed it and told me thankyou for taking care after it. i dint want to question her.
if she dint came, i would brought the dog home.
Hotel rwanda, a nice show to watch. cried two times during the movie. sighs.
and my teacher says there's another genocide occuring/occured too.
WTFF. shit wars man.
okay this is too long a topic. hahahahah
here's some pictures if you're interested:
the real Paul Rusesabagina
The Hotel Rwanda
firstly, imptant, got shuai ge not. erm, 1 or 2 maybe? hahah haihao.
went to Temasek Poly today for IPW work. firstly, imptant, got shuai ge not. erm, 1 or 2 maybe? hahah haihao. and it was okay.
hahahah wasnt that boring except we dint manage to finish the video. Its about JJ and the Seven dwarfs. plus the bitch, which was suppose to be a witch. hmm.
kkay then, JJ is jiajun, the BITCH, is hansoon, then prince is wesley, i'm among the seven dwArfs and oh ya, steve is the horse (:
kindda tired though. hmm. Sharon forced me to do a post, so i did, here it is. on some boring subject :D
lol.
4 more min to Beach.Ball.Babes.
OHYAH FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKIT.
i forget to rant on that...
i fucking need to memorise 117 pages of powerpoint(well,almost everything)
just for one fucking test!
isaac,trying to console me, says:"oh, dont worry, that time 11 of us went for the test and come back, 7 failed (:"
HOW NICE OF HIM.
and i must memorise by this FRIDAY! knnbccb!
for this NCDCC CD knowledge thingo. fuckks.
i'm going to hellxzsxzs.
cant wait for teachers day :D
*grins Widely*
BYEBYEFORNOW.
S.W.A.K




Monday, July 14, 2008, 5:19 AM

(cannot find the USB to connect my phone to com to upload phto so no choice ltr ppl will complain no photo:)

heyall'



just surfed through and saw hansoon's blog!

i so freaking agree about the title thingyy!

i sometimes will like pause and wonder what to put for my title lor.

ugghh.

hahahahah saw vanessa's bloggie too!

LOL. bloggie. hmm. *slaps myself*

hansoon's also pressurizing me about the kitkat stuff. shit him.

tonight there will be Miss Universeeee at 10.00 pm. lol.i'm looking at the tv now.

there is the so you think you can dance3 on now. then there is news 5 at 9.30. :/

lol for channel 8 there is beachball babes at 9.00.dramadramadrama.

and ....*slaps myself again*

lol. i'm going to drink soup and read magazine now!

byeeeee. :D




Saturday, July 12, 2008, 10:04 AM
yesterday's post.

hey.

its 1.06 now,in my room, trying to type on the keyboard softly trying to not wake anyone up, but currently think that it is impossible. >[

hmm, today was kindda like a not-so-good-but-i-can-live-with-that day. makes sense?

chuckles.



woke up at arnd 2.30pm and like felt hungry. munched on a few cookies that costs me $5.80.hah.then quarrelled with my sister on using the computer, but as a really really good hearted sister and mature adult, i gave in. watched tv, a few food shows that made me hungrier.
shitttxzxsx. lol. so then forward until at night luh. lets see. my momma decided to drop by the hokkaido fair and buy a few lovable munchies. hmm, then buy finish i ask he rgo shop with me then she was like nooo, cannot. talk to me on 25th onwards(her payday). and i was like T.T
for gods sake,crying out louddd.
lmao.
saw them at MNG. excuses excuses. hahahah. face up reality man.
surprisingly, i'm not really pissed y'know. I WONDER WHYYY.
lol
cut th crap.
i'm off. byeeeee. (:




Friday, July 11, 2008, 12:30 AM
!@#$%^)&*

heyall :/
its been two days! i dint go sch :D
hmmm, wont say its a good thing, but it isnt really a bad thing too eh.
well, the indon peeps went off on wed. so, WHAT A RELIEF. coz i'm freaking shag, my brain tells me it needs a rest blah-the-blah.
though, it kindda hurts to see them leave know.
coz probably they are like really those that you'll miss after spending time with them, and after so long, they had to leave.
and even if singapore and surabaya is sooo near, but still, cant really see them often alr. ):
While sending them off, i cried. hahahah. as in really cried. i'll miss my buddy, tiffany farah,kirana, dini, Bimo, and all those humans that made me cry.
sheesh man.
miss idzhanna came up to me and was like :" Ardini, are you okay? you seem to be really affected." come on man, i know i wont be seeing them for quite awhile now. hmph.
This Pictures Were taken during, Homestay:
Memories that'll last a fucking lifetime.
Cam-whoring in the car.
My buddy and her new shades.
*ahem* playing with her camera editing effect ;D
I DOUBLE HEART LOVE MANGO SALES ;D
The few boys who tag along with this huge bunch of mad woman.
luckily my buddy likes to take foto.
She and my act-like-a-goodie-goodie sister.i dont know how she manage to pull it off.
Again.

Apparently,we're at somerset. We had time to cam whore coz lets see, hmmm, grace, and many few other ppl got stuck in the train and we left them there. so as kind hearted ppl, we decided to wait for them ._.
Outside Taka! they dont look tiredd of shopping, do they?
Spot me and grace? Ta-da.

A Nice Day Out.

Say Cheeeessseee.

me and Ayu. plus leonard's hand+_+






Me & Tiff! ): miss you.









Ayu And Me! :D
ShaurEn, Ayu, Ardini, Tiff.
hahahahah outside bugis street! in the mrt, those othre mrt-on-board ppl were like WTH?!
Me And My Buddy
Ardina(my sis) , Ayu, ME!

hahaha yep. this summarise my whole post.

hmm, and anyway, talking about nt going school. i dint go school ytd cause there is two fucking test waiting for me in sch. and after reading hansoon's blog, i realised in th end got 3 test.! wtf. and i dint go today cause there's *ahem*NCDCC*coughs* ..... i mean, i was like too tired (:

yahhhhhh. so now using time at home to blog.

ANYONE DYING TO HAVE A KITKAT?

HAVE A BREAK, HAVE A KITKAT.

COMEON. just have one. its only 2bucks. and plusplus its for dear charity.

come and buy from me(not hansoon) thankyou!